Much ado about nothing

So I'm signing in to blogger and I see these stats that I have a lot of page views which I can't figure out because I really do nothing with this blog, I especially don't share it with friends or family. I had many ideas about what I wanted it to be, mainly an online journal because the notebooks were adding up and I have so many now that they've become cumbersome. But at the same time my blog isn't exactly private anymore, a few people have found me out so I just linked this to my Twitter account.....I am very rarely on Twitter anymore. I guess I'm at a bit of an impasse here. But I wonder, who is actually viewing and would I have an audience if I actually wrote? I have no idea. I am currently doing a lot of self-untangling, trying to sort who I was from who I am, into who I am to become to create the life I have longed for. I think that's enough for now. Namaste